Right. With the coming tournament, classwork, portfolio...I feel so constricted for time.

Free time....Oh, well, guess that'll have to wait for Spring Break.

yeah, spring break will be nice, more free time is always nice.

but then it'll be right back to school with more crappiness and lack of time.

My spring Break is unnaturally early. It's weird. On another note, the Sunday before school starts is always really depressing.

for me its never depressing as much as it is melancholy, i feel like Oscar Shindler "i could have done more! I COULD HAVE DONE MORE!!!!!!!"

though at this point i'm just kind of used to it, i focus on the fun i had instead of what i wish i could do or how much i dread tomorrow. just being happy gives me a whole 'nother day, its best just to embrace life instead of fighting against it.

And then you remember the assignment you were supposed to do over the break.

Sundays are cram days for me.

yeah, i'm at the point that a lot of projects are catching up with me, as well as i just learned i'm a pretty crappy academic writer. i suppose all my writing talent is more in the "entertainment" instead of "persuade" or "inform" being as my first report came back and i got a 78%. i feel a bit flustered by school currently.

Yeah, unless it's a really interesting subject I hate academic writing. Let me write slash! Oh, wait, that's not an acceptable essay?

yes, my term paper will be on the 3 main reasons Dearka is a better seme than Yzak.

academic writing sucks because they want you to be opinionated and persuasive without being biased and whilst being wishy-washy. its so annoying.

My friend did a big paper on Anime and Manga. She only got a B, but she says it's because of how she wrote the essay.

And my thesis is going to be an introspective and detailed look on all of the Yaoi moments in Kingdom Hearts.

I hates you, academic writing. I think the best paper I ever wrote was about aliens, come to think of it.

yeah, and i now have a whole class based around academic writing, this semester is gonna suck pretty hard.

for a paper on our favorite philospher in 9th grade i wrote on Zechs from Gundam Wing and got an A. i miss teachers who "got" me.

I did a website project for Eighth grade computer class. I filled my websites with so many anime in jokes and self-loathing that my teacher gave me an A. She said she was laughing the whole time.

I miss when I was actually funny.

Anyway, I really wanted that Creative Writing class, but the snobby office people were all like "No, you unworthy Freshman scum! You are not allowed to take the prestigious Creative Writing class! Begone, peasant!"

Damn you, reality.

for the power point test in my computer class i did "the various Mobile Suits of Char Aznable" as well as for the final exam, a music video using power point to create a slideshow and well timed highlighting of lyrics, i used "simple and clean"

i also used it when we had to use a song to express the ideas of Thereau[sp] one of them was "simplicity" i got a standing O for that [oh how my dirty mind just scarred me with that line.]

i loved creative writing, i took it sophomore year and it started me down the road to my current spazzy awesomeness!

I will spaz with my old science and computer teacher.

For our power point project I did it on 'Adopt a Catboy!' I was applauded for that.

I miss my computer class.

Anyway, the office people hate me, but I got into the Pre-AP Chemistry class, which isn't that much of an accomplishment in and of itself, but I rubbed it in their faces when Mrs. Soltis told me I was accepted. You'll wish you put me in that class...

Anyway, I'm not going to be at the school I'm at this year next year, so I wanted to do everything now.

what's moving schools like? i never moved schools or out of the house i was born in, so i never experienced stuff like that.

I've never moved schools before either, unless you count moving from South Arbor to Milan.

...I miss that school.

Anyway, thankfully I won't be moving out of my house or anything, just switching schools. I'm kind've worried about it though...Bri-Bri didn't get an application in.

Ah, depression. Oh well, best not to dwell on it!